Thursday, July 28, 2011

Late Run.

Just a quick update today. Nothing new or exciting going on really. I'm trying to focus on anything different that my body does in hopes of it being the implantation of a fertilized egg, but I know in all honesty, nothing really would have happened yet. I've been googling any time I've had a question, trying to figure it all out. I think what's the most unnerving is the unknown. You don't know when anything is going to happen. Especially because I just finished my birth control pack this past Saturday, I don't know what my normal cycle is, I have no idea when I did or when I will ovulate. And if we miss it this month, we have to wait a whole 'nother month! That seems so long. You can't try again the next day or next week, you missed it for at least 4 more weeks. Oh well, all I can do is pray and keeping doing my job. It's not all horrible ya know ;)

Sorry for the rant. I just wish I would know. Anyways, I slept until 8 this morning. I was planning on a walk or a bike ride, but thought sleep was more important, again. So I slept, went to work, which sucks, but I'm getting used to it. I don't like it, but I'm learning what's expected of me. Once I got home I decided to go out for a run. Man, it was a good run! I didn't take my phone because it was kinda rainy, so it was a nice run, not worrying about pace or focusing on my music. Just me and the road (and my terrible breathing - huffing and puffing, haha). I ran for most of 2 miles, taking about a 2 minute walking break, and averaged about a 10 minute mile, I'm pretty proud of myself!

Alright, time to go make Mr. Skinny some dinner!

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Do you like exercising without any "gadgets'?
If you could, would you know your future?

3 comments:

  1. I don't think I would want to know my future. There are parts that would be nice to know- but overall I like the mystery of not knowing. It is exciting not to know what might be just around the corner. I try to live my life with no regrets. I try to savor the small moments as you don't know what is in store for the future.
    As far as the the not knowing when you will become pregnant.... there is NOTHING I can say that will make those feelings you have go away. Trying and waiting each month can be so very stressful. What I will say is try not to stress too much. I have read and heard that it can affect your hormones and your cycle, making harder to conceive. With that said- I know it is hard. I am sending you some extra virtual patience!!!!

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  2. I'm sure it's the hardest thing in the world, but until you're pregnant, enjoy all the things you won't be able to do once you are pregnant... because being pregnant feels like it takes forever, too :)

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  3. I like the occasional run without gadgets. At this point, I pretty much know my pace, so it's just there for fun :)

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