I really feel like this week has been SO long! I mean, Monday seems like a lifetime ago. On Monday we thought that Pop Pop was okay, he just had the infection last thing we knew. We didn't know why he was still in the hospital, but we thought he was okay.
Tuesday we got the news that he might die in 2 weeks. Wednesday, we were told that replacing the pacemaker was going to be his only chance. Thursday, it was an 85% chance of coming off the table alive. This week has been so filled with ups and downs. It's just been a very, VERY long week.
I'd say we're looking forward to the weekend, but we aren't. We're going home, understandably so, to see Pop Pop. He's have the surgery early next week, and hopefully he'll come through. I wish we didn't have to go home. I wanted to have a nice relaxing, but productive weekend. No, we have to drive 3 1/2 hours tonight, and another 3 1/2 hours on Sunday back home.
I have a paper due on Wednesday that I need to get done this weekend. I have a ton of reading to do, and I have to start my research paper for my senior seminar. WW is on the back burner. I'm still eating right, mostly, and I haven't caved to the cravings yet. This weekend will be very hard though. But if I have a gain next week, it's not going to be the end of the world. We'll just take it day by day, and keep praying for Pop Pop.
I'm sorry that this blog has taken a turn from being about my WLJ to being about Pop Pop, but that's the only thing that matters right now.
Hope everyone has a safe and good weekend.
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